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            <description><![CDATA[Dear Hegemony, please tell me who I am.&nbsp; Please tell me how to see myself.&nbsp; <br /><br />We've just been reading <i>Wide Sargasso Sea</i> in class, so my mind's on how a dominant voice--backed by money and the power of the metropole--can erase and madden someone else's truth.<br /><br />And how generous Hegemony is with its answers!&nbsp; Here are just two that scratched their fingernails across my brain this week.&nbsp; <br /><br />David Denby, <a href="http://www.newyorker.com/arts/critics/cinema/2010/03/08/100308crci_cinema_denby">reviewing</a> Roman Polanski's <i>The Ghost Writer</i> in the March 8, 2010 <i>New Yorker</i>, refers in passing--admiringly--to Olivia Williams "one of the rare actresses who seem more intelligent and beautiful as they get angrier."&nbsp; Just in passing, mind you.&nbsp; It's not his focus; it's an aside.<br /><br />But pause.&nbsp; Let that sink in.&nbsp; So . . . the majority of actresses, then, seem more <i>stupid</i> and <i>ugly</i> as they get angrier?&nbsp;&nbsp; Do women in general, David Denby?&nbsp;  (Is it any wonder that so many women have trouble expressing anger directly?)&nbsp; Is that true of male actors, of men?&nbsp; <br /><br />On to #2.&nbsp; Nathaniel Rich, who turns all of 30 tomorrow, is perhaps surprisingly young to be the senior editor of fiction at <i>The</i> <i>Paris Review</i>, but then, he's had unusual opportunities.&nbsp; His father is Frank Rich, who writes for the <i>New York Times</i>; his brother Simon writes humor for the <i>New Yorker</i>.&nbsp; He grew up in Manhattan and graduated from Yale.&nbsp; He worked at the <i>New York Review of Books</i> straight out of college.&nbsp; <br /><br />Hegemony.&nbsp; Money.&nbsp; The metropole.<br /><br />Why does this matter to you, writers?&nbsp; Well, at the <i>Paris Review</i>, a most desirable publication venue for any writer, Nathaniel Rich serves as the decider, the gatekeeper.&nbsp; His taste determines what gets into the journal's pages. <br /><br />So I found it rather fascinating to stumble across <a href="http://canteenmag.com/i5e1.shtml">this window into his desires</a>.&nbsp; It appeared in <i>Canteen Magazine</i> this January in what Rich's own website describes as "an autobiographical nonfiction piece."&nbsp; Its title, "Over Ernest," suggests that it's looking back at youthful folly; that the author's early infatuation with Hemingway is now outgrown.&nbsp; Still, its opening paragraph is fascinating:<br /><br /><blockquote><blockquote><span class="articllargeletter">T</span>here was a time—not as long ago
as I’d like to believe—when I imagined all novelists as Ernest
Hemingways, hero-adventurers who shot tigers, fought in wars, seduced
wild-eyed women, gambled their life savings at high-stakes poker, won
duels, lost duels, and wrote frantic bursts of prose while standing
upright in their rented rooms in Havana or Saigon or Beirut. I didn’t
fully understand the standing-upright part, but I had read that
Hemingway worked this way. At first I figured it had something to do
with the immense ferocity of the act; surely he was too wired with
genius to sit down at a desk. The more I thought about it, though, it
occurred to me that the reason Hemingway wrote standing up was to allow
a woman (his muse, no doubt) to more easily “inspire” him while he was
in the midst of his demanding labor. This image—of the great writer
madly scribbling masterpieces while being fellated by a native
woman—haunted me. If this was the writing life, who wouldn’t want to be
a writer? . . . I had just  turned 21 years old. <br /></blockquote></blockquote><i>While being fellated by a native woman.&nbsp; </i><br /><br />Gentle readers, we recently read and discussed in class an excerpt from <i>Madwoman in the Attic</i>, that groundbreaking work of feminist criticism from the 1970s.&nbsp; The students were shocked by the wildly sexist things that the nineteenth- and twentieth-century male writers said about the blood-congested male drive they saw as essential to writing works of literary genius.&nbsp; <br /><br />How backward, we all said.&nbsp; <br /><br />Yet here we go again, in 2010.&nbsp; (Hey, it's working for <i>Avatar</i>.)<br /><br />Okay, so Nathaniel Rich was young and oversexed when he fantasized about Hemingway.&nbsp; Okay, so surely the essay will later take his younger self to task--I couldn't tell, because <i>Canteen</i> only excerpts the first page.&nbsp; (Invited to read more--by subscribing, at $10 an issue--gee, I declined.)&nbsp; Okay, so it was 9 whole years ago.<br /><br />But <i>not as long ago as I'd like to believe</i>.<br />]]></description>
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            <title>Hurray, Lorraine!</title>
            <description><![CDATA[My beautiful, funny, and generous friend Lorraine López, about whom you've read on here before (multiple times), has just been catapulted into the national limelight!&nbsp; Her latest book, <i><a href="http://www.amazon.com/Homicide-Survivors-Picnic-Other-Stories/dp/1886157723/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1267483797&amp;sr=8-1">Homicide Survivors Picnic</a>,</i> a collection of short fiction, has been named a finalist for the PEN/Faulkner Award.&nbsp;&nbsp; The other finalists are Barbara Kingsolver, Sherman Alexie, Colson Whitehead, and Lorrie Moore.&nbsp;&nbsp; (Thanks to <a href="http://www.tayarijones.com/blog/">Tayari's blog</a> for the heads-up.)<br /><br />Always modest, Lorraine says she's still stunned and ecstatic.&nbsp; It's going to be a whirlwind until March 23, when the winner is announced.&nbsp; Wow!<br /><br />Regarding the issue of representing latinidad, Lorraine says that she "intended to produce stories for [the colllection] that would shift the focus from the performance of ethnicity that essentializes cultural experience. . . ."&nbsp; The <a href="http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/jacketcopy/2010/02/the-penfaulkner-finalists-new-and-known.html?utm_source=feedburner&amp;utm_medium=feed&amp;utm_campaign=Feed%3A+JacketCopy+%28Jacket+Copy%29&amp;utm_content=Bloglines"><i>L.A. Times</i> includes</a> a lengthy passage from a lovely 2-page interview, which you can access in full at <a href="http://web2.umkc.edu/bkmk/catalogue/978-1-886157-72-9.html">BkMk's webpage</a> for the book:<br /><br /><blockquote><p>Q: Your collection has many Latino characters, and they all
interact with characters from other backgrounds. Did you
intend this bicultural or multicultural dimension of the
book from the start, and do you think Latino writers face
any special challenges in writing about Latino characters
and culture for today’s varied literary audiences? </p>

<p>Lopez: This is a complicated question, and I thank you for
asking it. For me, I did not set out to do more than
explore characters beyond their cultural definition.
As mentioned, I wanted to avoid that performance of
identity that essentializes cultural experience. I am not
interested in providing the usual themes, characters,
and props that many associate with Latino literature.
These do not characterize my experience as a Latina,
so why should I artificially simulate such things to validate
stereotypic notions? I can think of no reason to do
this, except to gratify expectations of others....</p>

<p>I am not out to give anyone (including myself)
what he or she might be expecting. In speaking to
other Latino writers, I find that we similarly resist
gratifying expectations that our characters perform in
culturally expected ways, say, rolling tortillas, bopping
around the barrio, or gathering wisdom from a sweet
abuela. More and more, Latino literature is evolving
away from such stereotypes, and becoming more interesting
and challenging in the process.</p>

</blockquote>Lorraine's also co-editing a new collection, <i>The Other Latino</i>, that addresses this very issue--the expected performance of Latina/o ethnicity--from multiple perspectives.&nbsp; It's due out next year from University of Arizona Press.&nbsp; <br /><br />In the meantime, lift a glass to Lorraine!&nbsp; <br /> ]]></description>
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            <description><![CDATA[If you'll be in Lincoln this weekend, consider attending the screening of the award-winning documentary <i>The Greatest Silence:&nbsp; Rape in the Congo</i>, with a <a href="http://www.theross.org/event.php?eid=421">discussion</a> led afterward by a local psychologist who does trauma work with survivors.&nbsp; Filmmaker <a href="http://www.hbo.com/documentaries/the-greatest-silence-rape-in-the-congo/index.html#/documentaries/the-greatest-silence-rape-in-the-congo/lisa-f-jackson/index.html">Lisa Jackson</a>, a survivor of gang rape herself, has won multiple awards for her documentaries over the past 30 years.&nbsp; <br /><br />This particular film is the one that led the UN in 2008 to classify rape as a weapon of war.<br /><br />It screens at the Ross, which is hosting the film festival <a href="http://www.theross.org/wmm/">Women Make Movies:&nbsp; Women Changing the World</a>.&nbsp; It begins today and runs through March 11, and if you're a student or a senior, you can get a pass to all of the films for $15.&nbsp; A full-price pass costs $25 and lets you into all 13 astonishing, award-winning movies from around the world.&nbsp; <br /><br />Here's the info on Saturday's screening and talk:<br /><br /><blockquote><blockquote>Film Discussion:<br />THE GREATEST SILENCE<br />with speaker Megan Watson, PhD, LMHP<br /><br />Saturday, Feb. 27 - Film begins at 1:00<br />Discussion following film (approx. 2:20 p.m.)<br /><br />Admission to the discussion is free and open to the public. Admission &nbsp;<br />to THE GREATEST SILENCE is at regular Ross prices.<br /><br />Megan Watson is a psychologist in private practice who works with &nbsp;<br />treating immigrants, refugees, and torture survivors. Watson does &nbsp;<br />trauma work and focuses on culturally competent, holistic treatment.<br /><br />Before its closure, Watson spent three years working at the FIRST &nbsp;<br />Project, a torture treatment center in Lincoln.<br /><br />THE GREATEST SILENCE: RAPE IN THE CONGO<br /><br />Winner of the Sundance Special Jury Prize in Documentary and the &nbsp;<br />inspiration for a 2008 U.N. Resolution classifying rape as a weapon of &nbsp;<br />war, this extraordinary film, shot in the war zones of the Democratic &nbsp;<br />Republic of Congo (DRC), shatters the silence that surrounds the use &nbsp;<br />of sexual violence as a weapon of conflict.<br /></blockquote></blockquote><br /> ]]></description>
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            <description><![CDATA[Many thanks for the kindness of Anne, Faye, and others whose steadying words are helping me think and feel my way through the strange crux of my grandfather's passing.<br /><br />The late, great Lucille Clifton left us this:<br /><br /><blockquote><blockquote><b>why some people be mad at me sometimes</b><br /><br />they ask me to remember<br />but they want me to remember<br />their memories<br />and i keep on remembering <br />mine<br /></blockquote></blockquote>For bracing, unflinching honesty about the self and others, check out Natasha Trethewey's two new father poems in the <a href="http://www.nereview.com/current.html">latest issue</a> of <i>New England Review</i>.&nbsp; From "<a href="http://www.nereview.com/30-4/Trethewey-Elegy.htm">Elegy</a>," addressed to her father, about fly-fishing together:<br /><br /><blockquote><blockquote>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I can tell you now<br /><br />that I tried to take it all in, record it<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; for an elegy I'd write--one day--<br /><br />when the time came.&nbsp; Your daughter,<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I was that ruthless.&nbsp; What does it matter<br /><br />if I tell you I <i>learned</i> to be?<br /></blockquote></blockquote><br />And from "Knowledge" (which, unfortunately, isn't available online), from an 1864 drawing of four Victorian men dissecting and studying a naked female corpse:<br /><br /><blockquote><blockquote>. . . how easily<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; the anatomist's blade opens a place in me,<br /><br />like a curtain drawn upon a room in which<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; each learned man is my father<br /><br />and I hear, again, his words--<i>I study<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; my crossbreed child</i>--<br /></blockquote></blockquote>I love the way both poems go to the mat, and I love the way they jostle together an uneasy mix of feelings with such clarity and precision.<br /><br />Today I meet with the four grad students who've chosen to do teaching internships with me.&nbsp; They're great women (is it a coincidence that they're all women?), but I have to say it's pretty weird being observed, class after class after class.&nbsp; We meet regularly to discuss pedagogy and professional issues.&nbsp; They keep journals; I read them.&nbsp; They notice <i>everything</i>.&nbsp; I've never done this before, and it's a little unnerving.&nbsp; I hope it all turns out to be useful to them.<br />]]></description>
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            <title>A Losing Battle</title>
            <description><![CDATA[Cat, 2.&nbsp; Duct-tape, 0.&nbsp; <br /><br />My grandfather passed away on Monday night.&nbsp; He was 88.&nbsp; I never knew him.&nbsp; Rest in peace.<br /><br />It's a strange, ambivalent, disturbing time.&nbsp; My birthmother would very much like me to trek across the snowy Midwest for his funeral.&nbsp; I am mourning Lucille Clifton, whom I know only through her words, with more real grief.&nbsp; <br /><br />This is the man who features on page 1 of <i>The Truth Book</i> as the reason my birthmother left her home state to conceal her pregnancy and give birth across the country.&nbsp; <br /><br />This is the man who, when I met him in my late twenties, was no longer brutal, no longer scary.&nbsp; Yet, while civil enough, he was nonetheless incurious about me, uninterested in forming a connection.&nbsp; We've exchanged perhaps thirty words, total, at gatherings in the years since then.&nbsp; He was very nearly a stranger.<br /><br />And yet.<br /><br />Adoption does weird things to the psyche.&nbsp; When I heard the news of his death, I immediately got shaky, sad, sick--despite the fact that I know my grocer better.&nbsp; When I learned that he died peacefully at home, propped up so he could see the farm he loved, I felt grateful.&nbsp; Some impulses are powerful.&nbsp; <i>Ancestors.&nbsp; Familia</i>.<br /><br />Yet, although I know it would please his daughters, my birthmother and aunts, whom I care about, I will not be driving cross-country for his funeral service.&nbsp; <br /><br />Adoption faces one with odd dilemmas.&nbsp; I try not, as a rule, to be unkind.&nbsp; Moreover, I know there's a chance that my absence will be remarked, that I will be the missing cousin, that this failure of loyalty will be remembered and may harm relationships I have no wish to harm.&nbsp; <br /><br />I don't have a good reason for staying home.&nbsp; Not one that I can articulate yet, anyway.&nbsp; Just a mute, stubborn refusal.&nbsp; <br /><br />I'm trying to work through this.<br />]]></description>
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            <description><![CDATA[Gentle readers, I have not the gift of gab.&nbsp; Only when I'm very comfortable with someone--a true friend (or--strange fact--a class full of students after the first few weeks)--can I rattle on comfortably.&nbsp; And when someone I admire is in the vicinity, I get so tongue-tied that I might as well be a twelve-year-old kid with a bad crush.&nbsp; <br /><br /><span class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image"><a href="http://joycastro.com/Candito.jpg"><img alt="" src="http://joycastro.com/assets_c/2010/02/Candito-thumb-150x231.jpg" class="mt-image-left" style="margin: 0pt 20px 20px 0pt; float: left;" height="231" width="150" /></a></span>So tonight, after readings by Prairie Schooner Book Prize winners Kara Candito (<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Taste-Cherry-Prairie-Schooner-Poetry/dp/0803225237/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1266291097&amp;sr=1-1"><i>Taste of Cherry</i></a>--which Tracy K. Smith calls "poised and raw, hard-knuckled and siren-sweet") and Anne Finger (<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Call-Me-Ahab-Collection-Schooner/dp/0803225334/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1266291317&amp;sr=1-1"><i>Call Me Ahab</i></a>--<i>PW</i>:&nbsp; "brisk, inventive, and intelligent"), I was walking with a good friend toward the parking lot, and we were joined by . . . <br /><br />an icon.&nbsp; Seriously:&nbsp; a poet and editor I've admired since I was a callow grad student.&nbsp; (If I included her name, you would say, "Oh, <i>her</i>," in a tone of warm, hushed admiration.)&nbsp; So naturally, my brain stopped making words, and I walked in silence like a dullard, until this iconic poet and editor, who also happens to be a gracious and kindly person, asked how my new place is.&nbsp; <i>Can't think.&nbsp; Can't think.&nbsp; No words coming.&nbsp; How does she know I have a new place?&nbsp; Don't ask.&nbsp; Act casual.&nbsp; Still no words .</i> . . <br /><br />In desperation, readers, I pulled a Mr. Collins*:&nbsp; my brain, grasping for something to say, pulled a phrase <i>right off this blog</i> and re-used it.&nbsp; (Because sitting here alone, imagining the friendly faces of those of you I know, I'm completely comfortable, so sentences just tumble out easily, as if we're having an intimate chat.&nbsp; --And if they don't, I can log out.)  <br /><br />"Oh," I said lightly, giving the phrase as unstudied an air as possible, "it has all the ambience of a parking garage," as if such phrases sprouted effortlessly on my lips all the time.&nbsp; Readers, <i>I quoted myself.</i><br /><br />Not that big a deal, you say?&nbsp; We all recycle verbal formulations?&nbsp; If we didn't employ useful favorites and well-worn catchphrases to help us get through the day, we'd all fall down exhausted by the sheer effort of experiencing things freshly and phrasing them in original ways?<br /><span class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image"><a href="http://joycastro.com/Finger.jpg"><img alt="" src="http://joycastro.com/assets_c/2010/02/Finger-thumb-150x225.jpg" class="mt-image-right" style="margin: 0pt 0pt 20px 20px; float: right;" height="225" width="150" /></a></span><br />Yes.&nbsp; Quite right you are, and practical, too.&nbsp; And very grown-up about things.&nbsp; Generally, I agree.&nbsp; I try to tamp down that part of myself that always feels queasy repeating used things as though they're fresh.&nbsp; One performs.&nbsp; One must.&nbsp; It goes with the territory.<br /><br />But this warm and lovely writer and editor, whom I've admired for, lo, these 20 years now, says (in the friendliest of ways), "Yes, I read that on your blog."<br /><br /><i>Busted</i>.&nbsp; <br /><br />Readers, talk about mixed emotions.&nbsp; Talk about feeling 1) shocked, 2) wildly flattered, and 3) like a perfect idiot, in precisely equal proportions.&nbsp; <br /><br />Sigh.&nbsp; Am I actually <i>becoming</i> more hilarious as I get older, or am I just learning to laugh at myself more?&nbsp; (At least my clothes stayed on.) <br /><br />In other news, the husband is currently in New Orleans, supposedly checking on his elderly parents (during Mardi Gras--terribly coincidental, I know) but also gambling with the longevity of our marriage by texting me such tidbits as, "64 degrees here.&nbsp; Love you," and, "Eating oyster po-boy in the Quarter.&nbsp; xoxo."&nbsp; I'm saving them as evidence.&nbsp; They may be grounds.<br /><br />While he's gone, I thought I'd hang curtains (in said apartment with said ambience), just as a practical matter.&nbsp; It's one thing to wander around, visible to all of downtown, when there's a brawny fellow walking around with you, but as soon as his plane left earth, I suddenly thought of every creepy stalker film I've ever seen, and felt very, very backlit.<br /><br />So there I was, duct-taping our old Indiana curtains up this past weekend.&nbsp; (Our other apartment had blinds.)&nbsp; I also painted some of the sad cabinetry in the kitchen--you know, the kitchen where the 70s went to die?&nbsp; I'm painting the cabinets "Dragonfly," which is a sort of dirty turquoise, bit by bit, late at night.&nbsp; Our above-and-beyond <a href="http://stanknapp.woodsbros.com/">realtor</a> gave us a gift card to Home Depot when we sealed the deal, so we bought a bunch of those little sample bottles of paint colors.&nbsp; I'm using those paints and a 50-cent sponge brush.&nbsp; <br /><br />Between the fresh coats of dirty turquoise and the duct-taped curtains, the apartment was looking downright homey.  <br /><br />Alas, when I got home this evening from my excitingly overanalyzed interchange, the cat had single-pawedly managed to pull down all the curtains.&nbsp; He lay there rolling guiltlessly on the rug while I re-duct-taped them back up in the dark (so that no stalkers could <i>see</i> me duct-taping and thus intuit that I was alone--you see the extent of things).<br /><br />So I'm 42, and I'm duct-taping curtains and painting my crappy cabinetry with paint samples.&nbsp; Just typing that sentence makes me laugh out loud here.&nbsp;&nbsp; Is it any wonder I don't feel like I've arrived?&nbsp; <br /><br />The cement floor under my feet has duct tape marking off where my office will be.&nbsp; Someday.&nbsp; Someday. <br /><br />Oh, readers, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Wild-Patience-Has-Taken-This/dp/0393014940">a wild patience has taken me this far</a>.&nbsp; And a sense of humor that's apparently getting jollier by the day.&nbsp; <br /><br />Happy post-Valentine's Day.&nbsp; Love the ones you're with--and love them hard.&nbsp; It goes by so fucking fast.<br /><br /> <br /><blockquote><blockquote><br /><font style="font-size: 1em;">*[Mr. Collins, at dinner with the Bennets in <i>Pride and Prejudice</i>:]</font><font style="font-size: 1.25em;"><br /></font><font style="font-size: 1em;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; ". . . Her ladyship
seemed pleased with the idea, and you may imagine that I am happy on every
occasion to offer those little delicate compliments which are always
acceptable to ladies.  I have more than once observed to Lady Catherine that her charming daughter seemed born to
be a duchess, and that the most elevated rank, instead of giving her
consequence, would be adorned by her. -- These are the kind of little things
which please her ladyship, and it is a sort of attention which I conceive myself peculiarly bound to
pay.''</font><p><font style="font-size: 1em;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; "You judge very properly,'' said Mr. Bennet, "and it is happy for you
that you possess the talent of flattering with delicacy.  May I ask whether
these pleasing attentions proceed from the impulse of the moment, or are the
result of previous study?''<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; "They arise chiefly from what is passing at the time, and though I
sometimes amuse myself with suggesting and arranging such little elegant
compliments as may be adapted to ordinary occasions, I always wish to give
them as unstudied an air as possible.''<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Mr. Bennet's expectations were
fully answered.  His cousin was as absurd as he had hoped, and he listened to
him with the keenest enjoyment, maintaining at the same time the most resolute
composure of countenance, and, except in an occasional glance at Elizabeth, requiring no partner in
his pleasure.</font></p></blockquote></blockquote>





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            <title>It&apos;s a Good Day When Your Clothes Don&apos;t Fall Off</title>
            <description><![CDATA[Perhaps the only thing more special than experiencing a major wardrobe malfunction--as in, your adorable silk wrap blouse comes <i>un</i>wrapped without your knowledge--is experiencing it in front of 30 undergraduates, while you stride blithely about the room, lecturing, unaware of the silk ties dangling down like lovely fluttering tails.&nbsp; <br /><br />That was Wednesday.&nbsp; We were doing Virginia Woolf's <i>A Room of One's Own</i>.&nbsp; Alas, a mere safety pin of one's own would have done nicely.&nbsp; Woolf might have expected, 80 years on, that women would have managed to not only have careers but also dress themselves.&nbsp; Sigh.<br /><br />Once I discovered the malfunction, I managed to finish class by pinning my elbows to my ribs, holding the slippery thing in place and faking (unconvincingly) aplomb.<br /><br />I'm laughing even now, typing this.<br /><br />Women readers who are also writers of personal narrative or poetry, here's a <a href="http://becominganthology.blogspot.com/2010/02/call-for-submissions.html">publishing opportunity for you</a>, a collection edited by my lovely graduate intern, Jill McCabe Johnson, who's a poet herself<i></i>.  Jill also directs <a href="http://www.orcasartsmith.org/index.html">Artsmith</a>, a nonprofit with residencies, workshops, and more up on Orcas Island.<br /><br />Work has been crazy, people.&nbsp; I've been serving on two search committees (very exciting), while simultaneously reading a kajillion grad apps (impressive yet demoralizing--so much talent that won't get in), while preparing, in my spare time, that dreaded annual summation of one's worth:&nbsp; the Merit Review File.&nbsp; <br /><br />Ah, the ritual of the Merit Review File.&nbsp; Listing every last professional thing one's done over the year is a recipe for madness, and trying to squish it all into a coherent narrative?&nbsp; Well, human, <i>please</i>.&nbsp; And just rereading those stacks of student evals is a test of courage.&nbsp; (You want me to provide <i>what?&nbsp; </i>I mean, I like my students, and I care about pedagogy, but the student-as-entitled-consumer model sometimes gets a little out of hand.&nbsp; Oh, for those halcyon days of pipes, sherry, elbow patches, and unquestioned professorial authority to slap an unexplained grade onto work--oh, wait.&nbsp; Maybe not so blissful.)&nbsp; <br /><br />Knowing that your senior colleagues will be judging it all--and that their judgment will translate into dollars, or the lack thereof, in your paycheck each month--makes the whole process a little nervewracking.&nbsp; This year, we have to go through the motions (and get ranked) even though there's likely to be a salary freeze, which makes the whole thing seem like a exercise in wasted effort.<br /><br />If you're an academic yourself, you've probably already heard <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2010/02/14/us/14alabama.html">this sad story</a> of a woman, a gun, and a tenure denial in Alabama.&nbsp; As a kind of snapshot of public opinion, the many comments after the story interested me; they reveal the general public's skepticism toward tenure as an institution, academics' frustration with the difficulties that sometimes plague the tenure process, conservative glee that a highly educated "elite" snapped, and liberal dismay about gun control laws--as well as surprise that a woman has now joined the job-related mass-shooting club.&nbsp; I feel so sorry for the professors who were cut down, and for the families who mourn them.&nbsp; (Thanks to Barb for the heads-up on the story.)<br /><br />Just briefly, I want to express gratitude that my own tenure process at Wabash was so clean.&nbsp; It's true that I did work at an all-male school, and it did lean right, while I lean left.&nbsp; I experienced my share of nasty sexist exchanges during my ten years there.&nbsp; Yet when it came to tenure and promotion, I was treated with tremendous fairness at every level of review, from my department all the way up to the president of the college.<br /><br />Since then, as a participant in tenure decisions, I've always seen them handled with immense care, generosity, and scrupulous professionalism.&nbsp;&nbsp; My experience has not included the kind of factionalism or personal vendettas that some of the <i>New York Times</i> readers' comments imply.&nbsp;&nbsp;  If someone <i>does</i> make an unprofessional comment during discussion of a file, that view gets corrected and sidelined.<br /><br />With only 35% of teaching carried out by tenured professors now, you can see why the decision process would be so fraught, and why a professor like Amy Bishop would feel outraged.&nbsp;&nbsp; It's part of larger systemic problems in academia that have, for financial reasons and driven by administrators importing a business model into the academy, shifted the bulk of teaching to underpaid, undervalued adjuncts and TAs.&nbsp; (I liked the comment that said no administrator should make a higher salary than the lowest-paid instructor.)&nbsp; It's wrong.&nbsp; It raises the stakes.&nbsp; It makes people crazy.<br /><br />But it's not worth killing or dying for.&nbsp; It's just a job, people.&nbsp; We need to disinvest our sense of identity from our careers.&nbsp; We have passions, the natural world, families, lovers, children, pets, our neighbors, the guitar, painting, singing--whatever moves us.&nbsp; We're rich beyond measure.<br /><br />Professional rejection hurts, and it's humiliating.&nbsp; Yes.&nbsp; Been there.&nbsp; But the thing to do is to go home, cry, lick our wounds, get hugged by our loved ones, and get back up on the pony--or pick a different pony altogether.&nbsp;&nbsp; <br /><br />Kindness--not just to our peers but to ourselves--is always an option.<br />]]></description>
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            <title>This Blog Is Part of the Problem</title>
            <description><![CDATA[My writing it, your reading it--or it would be part of the problem, according to Virginia Woolf, if she were around.&nbsp; Prepping for class, I came across this passage by scholar Alex Zwerdling:<br /><br /><blockquote><blockquote>[Woolf] hated any form of publicity . . . because it transformed the strenuous art of reading into the easily digestible pap of "interviews with the author," reviews <i>of</i>, lectures <i>on</i>--everything but the thing itself.&nbsp; She felt that serious reading was gradually becoming extinct, to be replaced by forms of communication designed by a new class of cultural middlemen who had insinuated themselves between writer and reader.<br /></blockquote></blockquote><i>Insinuated between writer and reader</i>--it sounds far more sly and kinky than I generally feel when I'm typing up these little bulletins.&nbsp; <br /><br />Nonetheless, if I report that Camille Dungy's lecture here at UNL about editing <a href="http://www.camilledungy.com/Collections.htm"><i>Black Nature</i></a> was <i>excellent</i>, you are hereby advised to ignore me and go immerse yourself in the strenuous art of reading it for yourself. <br /> ]]></description>
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            <description><![CDATA[You probably remember Chris Anderson's breakthrough notion of the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long_Tail">long tail</a>, the idea that the future of retail lies in selling unique items in small quantities.&nbsp; Well, one week ago today, when the snow was thick and the sky was gray (again), I received the loveliest surprise:&nbsp; an email from a woman who'd been on the editorial staff at <a href="http://webdelsol.com/Quarterly_West/"><i>Quarterly West</i></a> 15 years ago, when <i>QW</i> published my little flash piece, "In Theory." <br /><br />Currently teaching college workshops in creative writing, she wrote:&nbsp; "I have managed to always keep a copy of that issue close-by so as to teach it, but somewhere in one of my moves, I misplaced my copy."&nbsp;&nbsp; She wondered if I had a spare I could send.<br /><br />Who knew?&nbsp; You see, you might think your work falls into a pool and just lies at the dark bottom of the pond like littering leaves, rotting away, but somebody somewhere might have been <i>teaching</i> it for 15 years!&nbsp; You just gotta keep the faith.<br /><br />Well, I made Sophia a pdf file of "In Theory" for her classes, and it's also now <a href="http://www.joycastro.com/Uncollectedworks.htm">here on this website</a>, available to all and sundry.&nbsp; <br /><br />Thank you, Sophia, and hurray for the long tail!&nbsp; <br /> ]]></description>
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            <description><![CDATA[An excerpt from Camille Dungy's 2006 collection <i>What to Eat, What to Drink, What to Leave for Poison</i>:<br /><br /><br /><br /><blockquote>Four days ago, the dogwood was a fist<br /><br />in protest.&nbsp; Now look.&nbsp; Even she unfurls<br /><br />to the pleasure of the season.&nbsp; Don't be<br /><br />ashamed of yourself.&nbsp; Don't be.&nbsp; This happens<br /><br />to us all.&nbsp; We have thrown back the blanket.<br /><br />We're naked and we've grown to love ourselves.<br /><br />I tell you, do not be ashamed.<br /><br /><br /><br /></blockquote>Come out and hear her for yourself.<br /><br /><b><font style="font-size: 1.25em;">Thursday, February 4<br />3:30-5:00 p.m.</font></b><br />"Editing <i>Black Nature</i>"<br />Bailey Library, Andrews Hall, UNL<br /><br />and later that evening, <br /><br /><b><font style="font-size: 1.25em;">7:00 p.m.</font></b>--Camille's reading from her new collection, <i>Suck on the Marrow</i><br />Bailey Library, Andrews Hall, UNL.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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            <description><![CDATA[<span class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image"><img alt="" src="http://joycastro.com/BlackNatureCover.gif" class="mt-image-left" style="margin: 0pt 20px 20px 0pt; float: left;" height="266" width="178" /></span>Seriously:&nbsp; <a href="http://www.camilledungy.com/Biography.htm">Camille T. Dungy</a>'s book <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Black-Nature-Centuries-African-American/dp/0820334316/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1256749699&amp;sr=1-1"><i>Black Nature:&nbsp; Four Centuries of African American Nature Poetry</i></a> is a major, major intervention in nature writing, and I cannot <i>wait</i> to hear her talk about it next week.&nbsp; The introduction alone is brilliant, and the poems and essays are a treasure-house. <br /><br />Honorée Fanonne Jeffers <a href="http://phillisremastered.wordpress.com/2009/12/21/you-gotta-read-this-black-nature/">interviews Camille</a> about the book.<br /><br /> (FYI, those who plan to join us for wining and dining:&nbsp; Camille assures me that tippling <i>around</i> her is no issue.)<br /><br />But on a less joyful topic:&nbsp; Academia's endless judging is working my last (raw) nerve, and it has to do with judging.&nbsp; "There is no reason, no need, to make a contest out of anything," writes Zen Buddhist Cheri Huber.&nbsp; Sufi mystic Rumi wrote something like, <i>Out beyond good and bad, there is a field.&nbsp; I'll meet you there.&nbsp; </i>"I cannot count one.&nbsp; I know not the first letter of the alphabet.&nbsp; I have always been regretting that I was not as wise as the day I was born.&nbsp; The intellect is a cleaver," writes Thoreau.&nbsp; Judge not, lest ye be judged. &nbsp;&nbsp; <br /><br /><i>Yes</i>, the soul replies.<br /><br />But academia, required to fetishize the cleaver of intellect, makes a contest out of everything.&nbsp; Right now, we're furiously judging all kinds of folks:&nbsp; a multitude of job candidates, a record-breaking number of graduate application files in English (due, sadly, to the recession), et cetera . . . The mind can do that.&nbsp; Yes.&nbsp; But the mind needs rest.&nbsp; The mind needs to loaf and invite its soul.&nbsp; <br /><br />I'm craving downtime, nature, and peace.&nbsp; And my pace of blogging on here has dropped; sorry.&nbsp; I should just declare a January hiatus.&nbsp; The pace of work is always ridiculous in January.<br /><br />And judgments, I'm guessing, will only get more stringent.&nbsp; UNL's chancellor today announced that he'll be looking for ways to cut
an additional $5.2 million from the budget this spring.&nbsp; Cue mirthless
laughter.&nbsp; <br /><br />Obama's address this week was kick-ass, though.&nbsp; That was a cheery 70 minutes of telling it like it is. &nbsp; &nbsp; <i><br /><br /></i>Uh-oh.&nbsp; The heat shut off in my office building--it does that automatically for the weekend--and I can feel it getting colder in here.&nbsp; I'd better bundle up and head home.&nbsp; Stay warm, sweet people.&nbsp; Keep writing.&nbsp; <br /> ]]></description>
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            <description><![CDATA[Dear and gentle readers, we (here in Lincoln) will soon be graced by a visit from the lovely and amazing poet Camille Dungy, author of <a href="http://www.camilledungy.com/Poetry.htm">two books</a> and editor of <a href="http://www.camilledungy.com/Collections.htm">two more</a>.&nbsp; Mark your calendar, Star City Sceners:&nbsp; <br /><br /><b><font style="font-size: 1.25em;">Thursday, February 4<br />3:30-5:00 p.m.</font></b><br />"Editing <i>Black Nature</i>"<br />Bailey Library, Andrews Hall, UNL<br /><br />and later that evening, <br /><br /><b><font style="font-size: 1.25em;">7:00 p.m.</font></b>--Camille's <i>inaugural</i> reading from her brand-new collection, <i>Suck on the Marrow</i><br />Bailey Library, Andrews Hall, UNL.<br /><br />Her edited anthology <i>Black Nature:&nbsp; Four Centuries of African American Nature Poetry</i>, is especially exciting for anyone who's noticed that nature-writing anthologies tend to be not only green but <i>white</i>.&nbsp; (Seriously.&nbsp; Scan your collections' TOCs now.)&nbsp; At the 3:30 presentation, she'll talk about the process of gathering the poems and shepherding the book through the editing process at University of Georgia Press.&nbsp; <br /><br /><span class="mt-enclosure mt-enclosure-image"><img alt="" src="http://joycastro.com/BioPicture.jpg" class="mt-image-left" style="margin: 0pt 20px 20px 0pt; float: left;" height="211" width="176" /></span>At 7:00 p.m., she'll read from her own work--particularly her new book <i>Suck on the Marrow</i>, a collection rooted in 19th-century history, which Natasha Trethewey calls "[p]lainspoken and unflinching," marked by "restraint and wry wit."&nbsp; She'll then be happy to chat and sign books, which will be available for purchase after the reading.<br /><br />I first heard Camille read in 2004 at the Bread Loaf Writers' Conference.&nbsp; She was a Bread Loaf Scholar, and of course all the Scholars are solid, but when Camille began to read, the air in the Little Theater hushed.&nbsp; Folks didn't even cough.&nbsp; The poems--and her riveting delivery--were knockout.&nbsp; I can't wait to hear her read from her new book.&nbsp; (And I can't believe she's gotten 4 books into print since then!&nbsp; Makes me feel <i>laaazy</i>.)<br /><br />It's going to be an honor and a pleasure to have her here.&nbsp; And readers, I happen to know happy news:&nbsp; she's <i>pregnant</i>!&nbsp; So there'll be no wining with our dining, but we do intend to have fun.<br /><br />On the home front, James and I are now cosily ensconced in our new place--which feels, after two and a half years in a smaller apartment, practically palatial.&nbsp; Its sweeping vistas of 1082 square feet and its blank white walls seem all <i>Dr. Zhivago</i>esque to me--you know, those wide snowy plains with the tiny troika gliding along?<br /><br />Now, as I've mentioned, the floors are bare, unfinished concrete, so it has roughly the ambience of a parking garage, and the appliances are from the 1970s.&nbsp; (The refrigerator shelves proudly proclaim "Spacemaker Door," as if it's a radical new invention, and the scary microwave has more knobs and dials than a cockpit.)&nbsp;&nbsp; Since we haven't been able to paint yet, the plaster from the refinished (popcorn-be-gone) ceiling sifts down in a fine white dust, coating everything.<br /><br />But it's <i>home</i>, and it's <i>ours</i>, and we're happy.<br /><br />Many thanks to Sandra and Cindy for their recent notes of encouragement and congratulations; to Ingrid and Douglas for the bread and salt, which is an old German custom of housewarming; and to Susan and Linck for the wine.&nbsp; We hope to be having some of y'all over soon.<br /><div><br /></div>]]></description>
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            <description><![CDATA[If you have only five minutes for a quick overview, Tracy Kidder offers <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2010/01/14/opinion/14kidder.html">this rundown</a> of the centuries of political and economic injustices against Haiti that have placed the nation in this extremely tenuous position.&nbsp; As Kidder writes, "while earthquakes are acts of nature, extreme vulnerability to earthquakes is manmade."<br /><br />Avaaz, a terrific worldwide peace-and-justice organization, offers a secure and reliable <a href="https://secure.avaaz.org/en/stand_with_haiti/">way to donate</a>.&nbsp; President Obama's take on the situation and call for donations are <a href="http://www.whitehouse.gov/blog/2010/01/14/president-haiti-first-waves-our-rescue-and-relief-workers-are-ground-and-work">here</a>.&nbsp; For a way to donate $5--immediately, from your phone--<a href="http://www.tayarijones.com/blog/">Tayari</a> can hook you up.<br /><br />Love going out to Irma, Enek, Luke, and Jennifer in Texas. <br /> ]]></description>
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            <title>In the Weeds!</title>
            <description><![CDATA[Note to self:&nbsp; In next life, do not pursue academic career.&nbsp; (That's assuming I misbehave myself sufficiently to come back as a human, rather than as one of my aspirational species, like a porpoise or a gorilla, who got it, in my opinion, right.&nbsp; Alas, I'll probably pay for my sins by pursuing, in Barbara Kingsolver's phrase, "the hominid agenda" all over again.)<br /><br />Classes are gorgeous, my four graduate teaching interns are perfect, the job candidates beginning to mill about the campus are brilliant, and we have more files in graduate admissions than I can shake a stick at, but <i>we are moving house this Saturday</i>.&nbsp; What was I thinking?&nbsp; My life is in boxes just as the insanity of the spring semester is swinging into gear.&nbsp; <br /><br />And yesterday, since this big gooey cake needed further icing, I managed to drop my cell phone down a flight of stairs, shattering its innards, which refused to respond to all my desperate ticklings.&nbsp; I am now the bewildered owner of a new phone smarter than I am.<br /><br />Writing, literature, deep thoughts? &nbsp; Ha.&nbsp; Forget about it.&nbsp; I'm just posting to let you know I'm still alive.<br /><br />And now, to prep.&nbsp; <br /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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            <description><![CDATA[<a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2010/01/07/opinion/07kristof.html?emc=eta1">Costa Rica does</a>.&nbsp; Try investing in education and the environment, not artillery.&nbsp; And note this:<br /><br /><blockquote><blockquote>Latin countries generally do well in happiness surveys. Mexico and
Colombia rank higher than the United States in self-reported
contentment. Perhaps one reason is a cultural emphasis on family and
friends, on social capital over financial capital. . . .<br /></blockquote></blockquote>Beaches probably don't hurt, either.&nbsp; <br /><br />Me, I'm staying in the hot shower until the weather breaks.&nbsp; ¡Viva Nebraska!  <br /> ]]></description>
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